Unwavering Faith. Faith that won’t quit. Faith that has grows from darkness. Faith that has been choked and strangled, yet refused to take its last breath. That’s my Faith.
I resigned from my job in April. I decided that I was not going to return to my school. I jumped out here in Faith. I decided that I wanted to write, sell my books, sell my products, and be a self-awareness consultant. I want to just be me for once. The me that has been locked away since childhood.
As I child I thought I could do anything. I did everything! I wrote, I swam, I played numerous instruments, I played sports. I did whatever my big mind thought of if my mom could afford it. As I grew older, my dreams became more mainstream. They were much more conventional. I went after whatever would get me a nice paycheck.
And after years of conventional jobs and bouts of unemployment… I found myself resigning from my highest salaried position. You can only imagine the millions of thoughts and scenarios that scrambled my mind as I typed my resignation letter.
But this person that was locked away for years had been planning an escape. And I couldn’t hold her back any longer.
Fly free beautiful.
Diary of Faith is my passion. It is my only job right now, although I am still looking for something to help me pay the bills while I build this company. Something in education, because I know I have something to give our babies.
I’m a believer. I’m a teacher. I’m a faith builder.
So, to wrap this up...
This week was booming astrologically. Today, on this last day of June, I am manifesting even more abundance. The sun trine Pluto transit in my natal chart confirms it! Earlier this week I meditated and came up with a list of spiritual needs that would help me accomplish this.
Banish fear and doubt.
Banish dark forces that are against me.
Increase receptivity to love.
Keep increasing in Faith.
Never question my blessings. Be thankful first.
#5 - Never Question Blessings has been a major key for me this month. It is so important to be proactively thankful when you are blessed. The more you question your blessings and introduce doubt, the more your blessings become less blessed. Don't transmute blessings into curses. Let them be, and pass them along. So, In July, I will go more in detail about each of these spiritual needs as I grow in them and experience them.
For now, I am writing my second book and working on my Healing Crystal Consulting business plan! I am steadily moving forward in Faith and it feels gooooood!
#TRIGGER Update! The TRIGGER Release Soiree was amazing! You can see the photos on the Events page. 80 out of 100 books have been sold! I am ordering more books to be printed and the eBook will be available soon!!! Thank you to everyone who has supported my book!
Peace and Love to you!!! What TRIGGERS your dreams???
Thank you for the support from the #TRIGGER team!!!!
It is a whole new month. June. I have a lot of good friends born in this month. Hey Geminis!!! My first book singing is on the 17th! AND it is summer!!!!! So, I know it’s about to be lit! I’ve digressed.
So, here is where I am in this #abundantlife. I am at the point where my Faith has grown much more than my doubts. I would get so stuck in a rut sometimes. Yet, things would always end up working out. So, I am enjoying living in Faith. I’m doing something that I would’ve never thought I’d do. Something that I’m good at. Something people always told me that I should do, write. Use my words and pictures to illustrate my thoughts and imagination. And what a life?!
I love it.
The openness and creativity, and even the business side…
Between corresponding with the publisher, marketing, calls and emails, venue contacts, budgeting, planning, keeping my home clean, maintaining relationships with friends, bae, doggy daughter, family, and myself…. sometimes, I just sit and think.
I get scared sometimes. I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing. I just jumped out here.
This IS my JOB.
BUT above all, this is my PASSION!
So, I have to own the most ultimate form of Faith in it. That’s why I celebrate every victory.
Every, “I’m proud of you!”
Every, “I wish you much success.”
Every, dollar spent towards helping me fulfill my dreams is appreciated and celebrated. It shows that not only does a person wish me well spiritually, they are willing to express their blessing to me financially. People could donate pennies and I would be just as thankful.
In closing, every month I set aside a lil’ money for my financial abundance alter. I also add money throughout the month when I feel extremely joyous and surrounded in abundance. With each deposit, I include a message to myself, the date, and my month’s mantra. A mantra I create from the heart. I meditate using this mantra and my crystals. In fact, I may need a necklace made @alkebulanqueen!
June’s Mantra: Nothing can block my faith. I do not lack.
Stone Color: Green
And when I think that I won’t have enough time, money, or faith, I remind myself that it is simply on the way.
…because I live an infinitely abundant life.
GiGi what it be? "GiGi" is short for Gianna. Gianna means God is a gracious. She is a spoiled, sweet, yet disciplined American Pitbull Terrier.